I have just looked back to my xanga, and realized that I have not written in it for a year.
The past year has been very "dramatic." I have experienced multiple gains and losses. My nephew Aiden now knows how to talk, walk, and run. My best friend got married. College has come to an end, and marked the beginning for my job search. Going through interviews makes me understand the importance of selling myself, sell my strength and hide my weakness. However, regardless of how well I shine during interviews, if I don't have a referral from the employer's "buddy," the chances of my getting hired is slim. I have also become somewhat "anti-social." I didn't expect that to come out of my won mouth, either. I have no incentive in meeting new people. Quite sad.
It was very interesting to read up on people's xanga. I've been pretty out of the "loop."
I have turned into a complete nerd. That's it. I've been locked in, sleep deprived, and pissed at all times.
The sad thing is...no one believes that I'm a nerd. They think I party all day and night. I'll just have to put my serious on.
I think I'm a little too friendly, ehy. How do I express myself without being taken as an invitation to a relationship? I'll ponder upon that when I have the luxury (time) to.
I need some Emily time...I deserve some of me, too!
"Be nice to nerds, cuz the chances are, you'll be working for one!"- well put my friend, well put...
